Remembering Sunday
Sunday, May 22, 2011 @ 5/22/2011 08:06:00 PM
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| Hahaha, this was on Sports Day (8th April 2011!) Funniest photo. 2e2 forever:) |
It's been lonnggg since I last updated :x I had my cello lesson today:) I think I like private lessons a lot more:) I keep thinking there isn't school tomorrow, self-denial? So many stuff on this week :/ String audition was last Wednesday, I must say that I did screw it up at the start. Probably because I was too self-conscious in a way? Despite the two motionless seniors auditioning and staring, I didn't feel much pressure. I was controlling myself from smiling which would lead me to laughing and stuff. Maybe that's why I screwed up a little? Sight-reading was.. ughhh. I wasn't good at sight-reading in the first place. But I tried my best. I felt myself burning half-way. Maybe because I was too absorbed and excited in playing :p No matter what the results turn out to be, I'll continue to work hard:) I hope we'll be of no burden to the seniors and that we can work harder to maintain and also improve the standard our seniors have brought up to. And I really hope all of us can come together to achieve that. As one ensemble. I should start sleeping earlier these days too! To get rid of my dark eye circlesss. Though pandas are cute, I wouldn't wanna be one myself :x I think I needa go shopping sooon! My shopping days are being taken up by so many other events :p My internet's so slow now ): So I'm typing this while my videos load, heh. I have a sudden craving for helium, hahahaha. Can't wait to celebrate glor + shao's birthdays:) I still have to buy presents for my juniors, omg, so many stuff!! And waffle day with joyce on Wednesday!:) Schedule says no string but who knows? :x Aish. Cross the bridge when it comes:) Heheh. My videos are hardly loading ): Sigh, shall find something to do while waiting then. Short update for now, will blog again when possible:)
Wheeheehee:)
Tuesday, March 15, 2011 @ 3/15/2011 11:07:00 PM
Stay aliveee
Monday, March 14, 2011 @ 3/14/2011 04:31:00 PM
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This was taken after my string concert, Stringendo!, on 9th January this year:)
From left to right: Rachael, me, Natalie and Aledea:) |
I'm blogging again:) To keep my blog from dying. I'm supposed to type a geog report on Aswan High Dam now but.. the information I've to read is so lengthy ): And I've to type in full sentences, with no abbreviations :x I don't have any motivationnn, sigh. What is there that I've motivation for anyway? It's the first day of March holidays and I still have to type a reporttt!? T-T Maybe I should just get it over and done with then I can watch We Got Married:) Khuntoria!! Hehehe. They're so cute, everyone should go watch, hahaha. Victoria's a little too flexible huh, hehehe. She's pretty:) Maybe she's tall too, I think she is. I needa grow tallerrr! I want, I need and I must!:) People say I'm not short but still kinda taller than average but wait til I stand beside those tall people (like, really, those tall ones), I'll become a dwarf. And that's damn sad. Maybe I should start skipping the rope:) And sleep in completely dark room. With not even a glimpse of light, yay. Then I'll grow tall. Oh yes, and eat food with lots of calcium:) I must grow up to AT LEAST 165cm:) Maybe heavy school bags prevent you from growing taller so we should all throw our books away, hahhaha, kidding uh. Okay, okay, I shall end here for now then blog after my report's done. Bye for now:)
Smile?:/
Sunday, March 13, 2011 @ 3/13/2011 12:06:00 AM
Wheee, found this on google:) It's the holidaysss. But it doesn't feel like it at all. Not even a single bit, sigh. With all the holiday homework, especially math, what kinda holiday do you call these? We really need time to rest. We ain't any robottt ): I'm not even halfway through all those math online assignments. It's an overwhelming numberrr. And since the page refused to load, fine by me. I'm done with trying. It's getting tiring. I'll just focus on my geog report, in a few days' time. And I'll still have to rush two letters before Tuesday or my friends will start haunting me for them:P Hm, I changed my url and don't have any intention to let anyone know, not yet:) Maybe just those who usually update?:) I must remember to put on a smile to drive all worries away, and ignore no matter what others say. I'm reluctant to admit that there are actually seniors from my cca who hate my batch, sigh. I thought our cca was supposed to be the most bonded. And that was one of the major reasons why I joined String. Isn't this defeating my purpose of joining? Now I'm constantly reminded of how that senior feels about us, whoever she is. But, I don't actually think she's in a position to judge us even if that's the truth. If she feels that we're terrible and will sooner or later bring our cca's reputation down, she's wrong. Firstly, because of what she did, many people are already affected. Not that we don't care but some of us may choose not to display our feelings.Second, we'll prove her wrong. Just because nobody notices the effort we put in, it doesn't mean we aren't trying. Even if the amount of hard work isn't of a significant amount, at least we're trying. And instead of what she's doing, maybe she can spend more time on practicing for syf to maintain our school's reputation. It's really hard to cope with all these problems these days, especially cca. I don't know what else to do. No matter how much I seem to be okay.
STICKYS (Y)
Wednesday, September 15, 2010 @ 9/15/2010 10:00:00 PM
Ohmygoshh, STICKYS ARE THE LOVE :D AHAHA, yayyy^^ I'm gonna go buy them from the store some day. Yesss, and I'll probably drag our "PP gang" along to buy, hehee. I'm gonna buy a small pack from 2e7 tomorrow during recess (: They're selling stickys for cmPs, haha. They're so earning money from stickys, $3 per packet. It's the 'Save water' ones or something, I forgot. Ahhh, stickys ah. Hahaha, I think I'm addicted already, zomg. Hmm, I should go do my Physics Chapter Four notes now. AHAHA, I love secondary school science lehhh, hehee. Volcanoes (Integrated Humanities) are interesting to, ERRUPTIONNN, LOL. I keep getting reminded of pizza crust, haha, desperate for food? Haha. yay, I'll get to learn about Global Warming next year :D I'll make sure I ace that, hehee. Okay, I should start mugging soon, can't wait for the study group/"tuition" with the PP gang tomorrow :D Although more and more people are joining... o.o But, it's okay, as long as they're of no distraction (: Shall stop here for now^^
I love myself, like I love stickys :D (AHAHAHA)
The Initial Purpose
Saturday, September 11, 2010 @ 9/11/2010 01:06:00 PM
I talked a lot with Joyce through smses this holiday. We talked about all sorta stuff like aspiring to be like bananas, machine guns vs umbrellas, AHAHA, and also quite a bit on Christianity. I'm gonna type what we smsed here^^ I shall quote everything, hehee. -quote- Ultimately, all these events of worshipping God, drawing closer to him. Perhaps it is God who is calling us to draw close Him. But for me personally, it still remains as a doubt for me -end quote- We talked about thinking about our initial purpose in doing things. We all start off with a purpose but as we move on, we may get distracted or misled from our path because new things are being introuduced which may confuse us. -quote- It really dives down to God's calling and whether you've the willingness to step out and commit yourself -end quote- It's something like, up to us whether we're willing to open our hearts up to God. -quote- We're never walking our life journeys alone; we've true friends that God has blessed us with and God Himself who will guide us through our life journeys which He has laid for us -end quote- So, it's like God will always be by us to help us if we need Him :D In conclusion, people often forget their main purpose in doing things whether it's to serve or because it's cool. It's important to find back our main purpose back to also lead us back on the right path and to move on. Because we've a clearer understanding about where we're moving towards, like a clearer vision.We'll be more involved, develop a greater passion, interest and perseverance, contribute and find it more meaningful. QT is also important because it's not only time we set aside to know more about God but it also allows you to ponder and reflect. I realised that praying with others also help because it allows you to have greater beliefs, faith and perseverance as you know that you aren't alone. Okay, as I said this post is dedicated to Joyce and her devotion for Christianity, something like that. (:
It's a brand new daaay
Friday, September 10, 2010 @ 9/10/2010 04:39:00 PM
I'm feeling happier today maybe because of this picture :D Anyway, it was taken in school on the day we celebrated National Day which was quite some time ago. My conclusion from yesterday, maybe if I don't think too much about some stuff, I won't worry that much (: I'm gonna cut my hair on Sundaaay O: Haha, still considering whether I should cut it short o.o Hmm, one advantage is that our school prefects will stop nagging at me to change my earrings to ear studs -.- I can't help it that I've sensitive skin and can only wear earrings T-T Prefects told me to get surgical ear studs and I'm like, o.o Where on earth do you get those things!? -.- Why not I pay them and they go buy me those things which has a small possibility of existing. Today's Friday already and I still didn't study. Ugh, I give up already. I'm hopeless.
Marks and Spencer's biscuits are niceee^^ AHAHA. Today's pretty boring, nothing much yet. My memory's probably failing me already. I almost forgot I had string on Wednesday and was late for early prac which I arranged with my batchmates -.- I decided to walk under the rain from the bus stop to the side gate of our school since I thought it was a short distance and ended up with a headache, grr. Then yesterday, I forgot I had a dinner at Eatzi in Eastpoint and I was still lazing around O.O But not much of my fault, my family only mentioned it briefly once, I can't be blamed. But I was super full after last night's dinner >.< Hmm, I should get ready to go out now, before I forget other stuff. Maybe I'll blog again later :D
Boredom and inspiration
Thursday, September 9, 2010 @ 9/09/2010 11:12:00 PM
I think I'm wasting my September holidays. I didn't make a single plan to study at all, not even a microscopic, teeny, weeny bit >.< I wanted to give up on blogging but saw someone's blog which inspired me to blog again so here I am :D Had String on Tuesday and Wednesday, spent at least four hours of playing, not including practicing, resulting to sore and numb hands o.o Had to deal with lots of stuff too, mostly irritating. I seriously don't understand what's with secondary schools, or maybe it's just my school but there are like, tons of stalkers everywhereee. It probably only started with my yellow batch of schoolmates -.- Total disgrace. Lucky there isn't any severe obsessive obsession cases in my class, phew. But our class has funnier cases la, everyone knows, haha, double A. Hehee^^ Although she pisses me off during partnership for labbies. If she finds out about this, I don't know what's gonna happen, AHAHA. I think our class isn't that bad actually, honestly. At least we don't stalk anyone though we're kinda childish.. o.o
Hmm, there're so many things going on but I can't exactly speak to anyone these days maybe because we, or rather I, lost the trust. I think there're a few people I can speak to, who actually understands because she sort of went through the same thing^^ People are changing or is it just the way I think of them? Some are going against what they've said which really makes me wonder whether they mean what they used to say. Why are things so complicated as we proceed to another stage of life? Term three seriously sucks, yes, my grades and all. So what if the lowest was a B4, the subject I scored worst for used to be my A1. Worse still, the teachers whom I thought were the nicest are all leaving. Why do they have to leave at this time? I'll probably just fail eoys. I just recieved a long message of encouragement which was pretty nice, at least it helps a little. Now I can join the people who emo, LOL. I realised, that I'm most of my friends' "counsellor" and they can just ask me for advice like in primary school. But who's my counsellor? o.o
Sometimes I really wonder if I'm making the right choice. Looking back and sometimes I find that, maybe what I chose isn't what I really want. And isn't it too late to realise only now? Moreover, I'm not sure of how I really feel about my choices made. All these includes the people I mix with, string and everything I'm doing.
String was my first choice CCA but recently, I discovered more stuff within us that I didn't thought of. I thought we were like, really, really bonded but some are against some others which is really..not bonded -.- There's the stalker thing going on too. Batchmates aren't all close to each other. Annoying and stupid stuff la. People often compare Band to String. Band, to me, is tough but of an obviously higher standard and also has better relationships between the members although they've so many people. So what if the lower sec has to greet the upper sec? It's the truth that they're a lot more respectful (at least, they appear to) to the seniors. Why is discrimination going on!? I think sports ccas are probably a whole lot more bonded especially netball, judging the way upper and lower sec are together having recesses or lunches or even going out together even if it's last minute arrangement? Can string ever be like that? I really don't mind tough practices (okay, although I grumble at times >.<) but if we do benefit, bond and everything, I'm sure all of us would agree to it willingly? At least, I will. Should go to bed now, felt better after typing everything out and chatting with some others.
Maybe this is just a temporary period when everything to me is being blurred, it'll probably clear after some time :D
Everything's Gonna Be Okay
Sunday, August 1, 2010 @ 8/01/2010 10:24:00 PM
I haven't been blogging for many, many months again. Okay, I went to the doc's on Friday after cca and dinner. Since I was experiencing constant sharp pains. It turns out there's something wrong with my stomach or what. Now, I've three different types of pills to take and they're so huge. I'm gonna choke someday. Plus I've to finish all the pills. If I don't feel better after that, I'll have to go for some scan somewhere else.
On top of this health condition, the treatment I'm receiving from my family is totally crazy. They're seriously overprotective now. They didn't even care before I went to the doc's. I bet they didn't even know why I went there. And now they're worrying everything I do or eat, what's the point?
It's the 2.4km run tomorrow. It has been delayed time after time for my class 'cos of cross-country and the weather. I'm hoping we get to run tomorrow so that we can get it over and done with, unlike some people, AHAHA. I hope I'll be able to run with my aches and everything. Five stations on Tuesday ): I'm dreading standing broad jump as per normal. Although I can jump further than before, I still can't manage a pass. GAHH. If I fail, I'll have to take the re-test which is tiring and time-consuming. If I had a choice, I would just tell the teacher," Go ahead and fail me."
Hmm, planning for a couple of stuff this month so there's something to look forward to, at least. Like meet-ups and outings. Especially with the "marine parade gang", AHAHA. We do all sorts of childish stuff mannn. To make us feel young? Heheheh. Time is zooming pass, less than two terms before sec two O: And it feels like I just entered secondary school, zomg. Okay, I think I'll stop here for now.
p/s AFIQAAA! What happened to your bloggg? I'm gonna start haunting you for it mann, AHAHA.
Everything's gonna be okay. What's important is my attitude and way of thinking. Stay stronggg^^
1st Post in Year 2010
Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 5/22/2010 02:20:00 PM
This is gonna be a really short post that I'm gonna rush out. o.o I know I haven't been blogging for a really, really long time. I'm still settling fine in secondary school just that I'm busier than before. ): Exams have just ended not long ago and so far, no failures that I know of, which is good and worth celebrating. Ahahaha, I'm aiming for all As this term. And hopefully, I'll be able to achieve it. ^^
String Ensemble has been really funnn~ ^^ Especially with all the teachers and seniors to help out. My batch mates are also nice. Just that one or two of them have intolerable obsessions. -.- Cello is interesting to play, especially when it produces nice sounds. ^^ I've tried playing the school violin, my friends' violas and also, our school's double basses. xD All are equally interesting. Lucky I joined String~ :D
Charmayne, Heidi and Kai Ying, it's time we met up and go somewhere, isn't it? It has been such a long time and I may not be able to turn up for the combined class outing. ): It may somehow clash with my cca or something... o.o June holidays is gonna be so eventful mannn. We need some silent laughter moments againnn~ May my wish be granted. Ahahaha! xD Alright, this is a short post as I've mentioned. So, yeahhh...I'll try to find time to blog. TTFN.
p/s I LOVE MY CELLO & TKGSSE;SUSHIII~ ^^ And I still miss CKPS' Guzheng. ):
QUIZ
Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 12/04/2009 02:48:00 PM
Tagged by Chelsea,Heidi,Zhi Yin
1. Do The Following Without Complaints.
2. Choose 5 Persons To Do This After You Have Completed Yours.
3. Leave A Tag On The Person's Tagboard To Say He/She Has Been Tagged.
Favourite Colour : Black.
Favourite Food : Are candies counted?
Favourite Movie : My Sister's Keeper[damn touching] & My Girlfriend Is An Agent.[damn hilarious]
Favourite Sport : Rockclimbing(?)
Favourite Day of the Week : Thursday.
Favourite Ice Cream : Lime Sherbet!
Favourite TV Shows : Boys Over Flowers!!!!!<3>
Current Mood : Cannot be described.
Current Taste : Unsure.
Current Clothes : Brownish-black tee with dark blue shorts.
Time : 15 19
Current Annoyance : Not annoyed.
Current thoughts : When will I be able to buy that Nike bag?D: I need more $$$!!!
First Best Friend : Umm,I think,Kai Ying.
First Crush : Unsure.If there's even one?
First Movie : Probably...Finding Nemo?xDD
First Lie : Can't remember.I probably lie too much.:x
First Music : Some kind of baby lullaby which hypnotizes babies to sleep.
Last Cigarette : There won't be a first or a last.
Last Drink : Water.
Last Car Ride : A few days ago?
Last Crush: No idea.If there isn't a first,there won't be a last.
Last Phone Call: From Heidi yesterday.
Last CD played : Yesterday,Meteor Garden!!!<3
Have you ever dated one of your best friends : All my best friends are girls so all I need to say is I'm not a lesbian.
Have you ever broken the law : Don't think so.
Have you ever been arrested : No.
Have you ever skinny dipped : No.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know : No.
5 Luckiest People :
1. Alexia
2. Amelia
3. Charmaine
4. Charmayne
5. Kai Ying
UPDATEEE~
@ 12/04/2009 02:14:00 PM
It must have been a long time since I blogged.I'm currently eating while I blog,today's meal is taking me a long time to finish it,one hour has probably passed and I've not finished eating.D: Although there's abalone.My slow-eating has earned me naggings from my grandmother.:x My sister must be enjoying herself at her friend's house while I'm struggling to finish my meal.I shall not post my aggregate here.Although I've gotten past those depressing and emotional feelings but I'm still not willing to show off my unglamorous score.Dx But anyway,congratulations to those top students and people who have reached your target.Ohh,I can't wait for 6A `09 class outing on 8th Dec.Andandand,I've just finished watching Meteor Garden yesterday.This is probably the first drama serial which caused me to cry due to its touching scenes.It took me about 4-5 days to finish watching this 50 episodes show as there's part one and two.Oh,just a reminder to all,please don't sms or call my phone from 9th Dec to 16th Dec as I'll be overseas.Will blog on a quiz later.(:
Quiz
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 10/26/2009 04:37:00 PM
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.
10 Random Facts about me.
1. I love Boys Over Flowers!!!!!<3
2. I like Fahrenheit!!!
3. I like my friends!!!!!
4. I like Paramore!!!
5. I love Guzheng!!!<3
6. I need to have more $$$.
7. I need more freedom.
8. I need the television.
9. I need self-entertainment.
10. I often go crazy.
1. Who's the person that tagged you?
Chelsea,Heidi,Kai Qing,Zhi Yin.
2. Relationship between you and them?
Good friends.
3. Three impressions of them?
-they're smart
-they're funny
-they're better than me in many subjects
4. If they become your enemy, you will?
Kill myself which is impossible.
5.What will you say to the person you like very much?
Omgg,I can't believe I like you so much!What's with me?
6. Characteristic I like about myself?
Enjoy laughing.
7. Characteristic I hate about myself?
I laugh too much.
8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
You're the best person I've ever known.-with sarcasm-
9. What do people feel about you?
Uh,laugh too much?Too crazy?
10. Your crush?
No one.
11. Pass this to 10 people:
1. Afiqa
2. Alexia
3. Amelia
4. Charmaine
5. Charmayne
6. Jolene
7. Kai Ying
8. Klarisse
9. Mavis
10.Venis
12. If 5 & 7 were together? [Charmayne & Kai Ying]
You can always see them together.
13. Who does 5 like? [Charmayne]
I don't want to risk getting chopped up by her.
14. What colour does 9 like? [Mavis]
Most colours?
15. Say something about 8?[Klarisse]
She enjoys disturbing me.-_____-
16. Who is 2?[Alexia]
Alexia,my senior!xD
17. Talk about 3.[Amelia]
She's very funny and friendly.
18. Who is 10's best friend?[Venis]
Charmaine and Mavis.
19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
Um,none.No offence to those who think they're sexy.xDD
20. What colour does 4 like?[Charmaine]
I'm not sure.
21. Is 4 single?[Charmaine]
Continue guessing...
22. Your relationship with 1.[Afiqa]
Best tuition mates and good friends.
23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?[Charmayne,Jolene]
Nope.
24. 9's surname?[Mavis]
Lee.
25. 7's nickname?[Kai Ying]
K.Y.
26. Say something to 8.[Klarisse]
Heyy there!
27. Say something to help 9.[Mavis]
I'm lending you a helping hand?
28. Who do I admire?
-Afiqa:smart and lead well
-Charmayne:popular
-Chelsea:so tall
-Kai Ying:smart
many more...
29. Where does 1 live?[Afiqa]
A red dot called S'pore.
30. 10 of them know who you like?
Nope.Refer to question 10.
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@ 10/26/2009 04:23:00 PM
Why did Boys Over Flowers had to end so soon?-emo-Although I've watched all the episodes but I'm probably going to watch it one more time.I found out that there's the Japanese,Taiwanese,Korean and China's version.Korean's is nice and so is China's.I've the Taiwanese one but it has been borrowed by my grandaunt for a long time.D: I spent one week of holiday watching DVDs.xDD But of course,my parents nagged at me for using the disc player so I decided to use the laptop instead.xD
Alright,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAYY to Amelia,Amy,Azri,Mrs Raeburn!
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY to Hui Jing!HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance to Kai Ying!
I'll post later.Yeah,I know,again.
post,update
@ 10/26/2009 03:52:00 PM
Heyy all,yes,longgg time since I posted.But I seriously wonder how some people managed to use the computer during preparation for PSLE.Okayy,let's rewind to 21st October.
21st October `09
The day finally came!Charmayne,Heidi and I went over to Kai Ying's house to make some jelly.After quite a while,we walked to the MRT Station to meet Azri,Ian and Javier.We MRT-ed to Pasir Ris before walking quite a distance to Escape Theme Park.We went hyper and took many rides.We took the roller coaster and viking most.For the viking,I was laughing throughout despite Kai Ying screaming for me.It was really thrilling.We lunched at Burger King.As it was Azri's birthday,we bought two pies to celebrate.It was a total surprise for him.When we sat Wet & Wild,all of us were shouting.I didn't pose for the camera as I was busy screaming away.When we sat the bumper boat(?),I got sabotaged and was attacked by the rest.The first time I sat,I was drenched as I was struggling to control the boat.Only Kai Ying and Charmayne were kind enough to tell me how to control the movement.The rest were busy aiming and spraying me.-______- We also went to E-hub's arcade.Basketball was a must-play and neoprints was a must-take.We used Heidi's card till there wasn't enough $$$.Fortunately,Ian and Javier had arcade cards too so we just borrowed from them.xP After a while,we went back to E.T.P. Then we MRT-ed back to Simei,went to Kai Ying's house for jelly and went back home.I shall continue on the next post for some reasons.:x
